Helpless.

Tears are just like running smoothly, whenever that i have talking, to be with them. afraid of thing will getting bad, i prefer not to talk much as before. i just don't understand. it's hard for me even just to have a single smile. i don't know where's the point. it's just like i've been kicked away when there's no more things to be done. that's hurt. that's hurt. that's really hurt. i have to defend myself for nothing. i did nothing. why do i have been treating like this kind of way?i'm helpless, sick and tired.

i need to sit, and talk.